It has been crazy the past few weeks. Work has been crazy and church has been crazy also.
I also had do deal with some personal issues as of late.
Questioning things in my life and what I feel the Lord wants me to do.
I know that He wants me to be a missionary, a wife of one at that. Just not sure where to go from there. It like I am stuck in the middle of finishing training and going on to do what He has called me to do. Then I see people struggling and wonder, why Lord. I know we are not supposed to question him but I just wonder. There are trial that I go through and wonder why I am going through them. Then as I look back and praise God for what He has taught me and brought me to be a better person, a better Christian in the end.
Then I praise God for the friends that He has place to encourage me and not let me slip by the wayside. I guess the reason for this is because my heart is burden for someone tonight. I don't know the details but God knows and I just pray that in this hard time, they can see that God is still faithful and true and not to give up.
Well, its late and my bed is calling for me. Until next time, live life and let God move!
Love,
LaShawnda
